Huh.
Do you ever have moments where you just don't know how you feel? I know that I feel something, I'm just not sure what. I'm not really happy, exactly, but I'm not sad. I'm not upset about anything but I don't feel super zen, either. I'm not very energetic, but I'm not sloth-like. I'm not up or down or left or right. I'm not...anything. Shouldn't I be something? I want to be something. Maybe I'm anxious, since I'm worried about something as weird as this.